At least, I don't think I did. I thought I did, but I didn't. Can't help thinking whether I should shout out in rage or resign to the fact that I'm not as good as I thought I was. Or maybe it's a lesson for not doing what I'm supposed to.
2008 is here, and I'm still trying to remind myself to write "2008" instead of "2007". I didn't think about what I did or want to do like she did, nor did I think about what I've achieved like she did. I just let the year drift away and this year slide through. Maybe it's because I've stopped believing in making resolutions; rather, I want to decide to do something and do it, not because it's the beginning of a new year or an end of an old year, but because I believe I should do whatever it is I want to do.
This morning I had an urge to start one of those "Read Your Bible In One Year" online programs. I searched Blackle and a number popped up. Technology. That means you get what you want at the touch of your fingertips. But I digress.
So, it is not Jan 1, but there is nothing wrong to start reading my Bible in one year starting Feb 6. Couldn't help thinking about it the whole day at work. I hope this excitement continues until the end of the program. Well, if God wants to speak to me (and I believe He does, every day), that shouldn't be a problem.
And now... on to planning (or at least starting to plan) for the wedding.....
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