After much thinking and deliberation, I've decided to create a blog. What with people of ALL ages having these, it's hard not to participate and see what this thing is about. So here I am....... still exploring... still skeptical, but willing to try....
I realize that there are so many things running on my mind, and I've always wanted to write them down, but never always equipt with my journal and perhaps, not finding time to sit down and organize them. So, this could be a solution... we'll see.
This week, I've had a sudden 'miss-attack' (that's what I call them) i.e. missing the time I was in England and was fully independant. Probably also because I fell ill last weekend - I blame it on our weather. Sometimes, I wish I could be in England for a longer time, perhaps work there, until I feel so homesick I won't want to go back. But the thought scares me. I'm pretty sure God wants me back here - He gave me no choice when I had to come back 2 years ago. But still.... the feeling of wanting to break away from life here can be overwhelming.
I finished Elijah House last weekend. It was a great learning experience for me. Gave me much to think about. About how people are, and how sensitive our souls are. How small things affect us so much even when we don't realize it. But even with the knowledge of this, we can't be careful either. We have to live life as God intends, choices, consequences and all. That's the way God moulds our characters to be strong men and women for Him.
Thankfully, work hasn't been too hectic. I am thankful for this job, and there are many reasons for it (which is another long story for another time). So, I have been able to keep in touch with friends I have not contacted in ages. It is nice. How we connect with each other in different ways.
So, nothing really interesting so far. Nothing huge. And that would be all this time around.
2 comments:
hi hi !!
uncle scrooge's a big bully=p
hey there,
these are the times when you really wish you have a private jet plane to whisk you away to the place you want to go and just soak in the place u miss so much.
Hang in there. being a person who thinks a lot would mean that you will also think things thru before making a decision or doing something.
i am an impulsive person who makes decision (sometimes maybe most of the time...) on the spot or based on feelings. So, i have much to control and to discipline. but its great to have you back and you have been nothing but a blessing here :)
i am very thankful for your initiative, your care and love and most of all, being there to listen to me.
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